Why Does It Have To Be So Hard To Do Things

venting isnt my thing and i dont feel like talking much about it since im feeling better and all X'3
but yea i  didnt have the best day and i cryed in school for the first time o3o i hide on the toilet thoe so no one noticed X'3 and crying isnt fun hh but yea its been a long slow day and ive felt bad and ech and i wanna change some stuff to make it better but its hard for me without help X'3 but everything is fine and im happyer X3 i just felt like doodling this to get my feelings in a drawing and well not in tears or stress and everything negative and it made me feel batter X3 and my bae is awake so im glad c''x